Jun 01 2013
It’s so weird to think that yesterday would have been my 5th wedding anniversary, and my divorce was filed on Wednesday. It’s not all signed and done, but I’m expecting papers to be served next week sometime.
I feel so conflicted. On one hand, I spent almost 7 years living with this guy, and I feel sad, angry, depressed. On the other, I’m ecstatic that this mess is over, that I can move on with my life. Yes, there was some awfulness in that relationship because, after awhile, we just brought out the worst in each other. I’m going to be changing my name, a clusterfuck that I hated doing the first time, but I don’t want to be like my mom, carrying the name of a failed relationship for 20 years.